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Happy Turkey Day

Hello people.

I'm sorry to say I have totally forgotten about this site. Things are getting super hard in Kai Land. I've been getting D's on my math test, and suddenly science is hard too for me this year. God, I totally can''t wait fot high school.

Shoot me now, please.

I really want to start writing here again though, for an escape from reality again, but I can't get into it. I'll totally try to be a member of this site again, and read all of your stories.

But, on a lighter note, my Turkey Day has been good so far. Made two pumpkin pies :)

And Since it is Turkey Day, I have to finish cooking. Just wanted to post again.

Bye, I'll be back soon:)

Time really does fly.

Been gone a while, sorry about that. Hope you guys are still awesome though:)

Halloween is in a few days, and I'm dressing up this year, finally. I stopped for some reason, but I'm going to be a witch, so I'm only taking baby-steps back in the groove of dressing up again. But I think it's going be awesome, I'm even gonna make my brother go trick-or-treating with me. Like old times.

I'm still filling good about this year too, though I've had some sticky situation. I cursed out some boy in my music class a few days ago, failed a science test an so on. But, I think we're going to start traveling again, my family. My mom wants to take me to London, for a 14th b-day and going-to-high-school-next-year present.

Lol, well this weekend has been great, didn't have any homework, played awesomely at my soccer game, and went to church. I think my families getting back into that also. I watch Goodfellas and Tim Burton movies non-stop too. I love Goodfellas for some reason.

Well it's late, school is tomorrow, so I'll try to get on as much as possible:)

Untitled- I never think of a good one.

I'm a bit mad now, my original blog wasn't saved.

So, quickly, now that I can't really remember what I had typed, I'm sick as hell. Took two huge NyQuil pills, and it's starting to kick in now.

But I'm good at school, bored as fuck, but the people are nice. The new ones.. and the nice old ones.

I think this year is going to be alright though.

Sorry I was gone for a while, I'd just kept forgeting to come on. Been studying.

I didn't leave or anything, I really don't think I will, even though I'm going through phases of music. You know, now I'm into The Beatles and stuff. Yeah, I know, but they spark up an interest in me that I think Panic! and MCR used to. If that made sense, how I said that.

So anyway, I don't know what else to say, so I'm gonna go.

Bye:)

School me!

I actually started yesturday, but that was sort of boring>.> And I couldn't get on the computer.

Today was nice though, I finally have a good math teacher! He's getting me excited about the stuff, and really, I hate math so much.

I only have one complaint, my english teacher is boring, but so far his class doesn't seem that hard. His voice is so boring though, makes me want to fall asleep. And, I still have to get my supplies for school and some other stuff.

So, I guess I'm happy things haven't gone wrong and not having much homework. 'Cause that's always a good thing when someone like me HATES school.

Lol.

Back! Even though I didn't leave....>.>

Computer wouldn't turn on for two days. Still isn't that great, like this morning it went all slow, but it came on now.

So I'm am good and on:)

Well, anyway, this really isn't an update, no inspiration, yet. But I still want to write in my Frank fic, so I don't think that's going away:) So I guess that was an update for ya, lol. I'm still Beatle crazy, I wish I could get that Rock Band, but I can't:( Infact, I am listening to Strawberry Fields, right now. I think I'm getting into the oldies, even though they aren't that old. But they were together for a long time.

Well, today, I was out shopping, I've been doing that all week. But still haven't got anything for school, I'll be starting soon... But today, I went with my grandma, and she loves shopping. I finally finished my school book, and I must say, I'm kind happy to go back. Just to see my friends, and bought so much damn clothes, lol.

Well, that was my day:) Lol, bye!

Summer is coming to a close!

In a few weeks or so, I'll be starting eighth grade, but before that I have to do my summer reading. Yes I know I wated to late, but I just got the damn book today. And, to make a long story short, my mom thought she had the book now it turns out she couldn't find it, and now I bought it today. The books called 'Dreams from My Father', yeah the presidents book.

So, the reason I'm tell you guys is because since I have to quickly read it, I probably won't be on much or posting. I still am trying to write, yes trying, I've hit another wall. And since I'm tried of saying that, I know you guys' are tried of hearing it. But I don't exactly have wrtiters' block, but just a lack of inspiration, or is that the meaning of writers' block? I don't know and don't really care right now. But, I'm really trying to write stuff down. I really am, but then it seems shitty to me and cliche, so i've written about three or four oneshots and chapters of my Frank fic, but I seem to stop just when things get to really start up, the action. If that makes any sense.

You never know though, I could get a sudden inspiration to write something good, or finish one of my oneshots tonight.

Anyway, I have to read, bye!

Ignorance!

The new paramore music video is out!

Link is here. Watch it!

http://www.mtv.com/videos/paramore/427015/ignorance.jhtml

I loved it when I first saw it. I think they are like, really a band now, because you have to admit it, paramore was all about Hayley. Now they seem grown up and together on this.

I think they took a step in the right direction by changing their style. Heavier is better!

So, heres whats up...

1. I'm sick, it's a throat thing and it's pissing me off.

2. I have been writing the Frank fic, but haven't felt like posting it, 'cause I'm sick.

3. Haven't been online much, here or on twitter. I really don't know why though >.>

4. I have been in a much better mood this week, so I'm more positive now. Had a reality check from my mom. Lol

5. Youtube, I love it. And I finally have an account but I don't know how to make a video. I'm retarded when it comes to that.

That was random, but I thought an update on how I am was in order. Lol.

Grammy's

Went to the Grammy museum today, it was really nice. That museum is really great you music/history lovers.

I saw some MJ and J5 stuff. They had the suit he wore on the Thriller album, and jackets he wore and also two gloves. One of the jackets weighed 15 pounds, is that cool? Yeah, I'm a bit nerdy:)

That's the jacket that weighed so much!

Lots more stuff, too. There was also a really cool video with Jimi Hendrix playing the star-spangled banner, you know that was the time of the Vietnam war. So that was amazing. There was also a lot of old stuff, like papers some people wrote songs on, stuff like that. There was a suit that Johnny Cash wore and one that Miles Davis wore. Many other outfits and old instruments, like an Elvis acoustic guitar and an electic from Jimi Hendrix.

One thing I sort of couldn't believe was that Taylor Swift had some stuff in there, like her boots. I wasn't expecting that at all. I didn't even know she was quite capable of being at some place like that yet, 'ccause she's young and I just didn't think she was all that great, yet.

Though my favorites were the MJ stuff and that video of Jimi, there was many of other cool things.

Well, that was the highlight of my day, lol. Just wanted to share that:)

If you ask me if I love her, I'll lie Part 3

Title: If you ask me if I love her, I'll lie
Pairing: Me/Mick Morris and later on me/Frank Iero
Rating: PG-13
Auther's Notes: Really wanted to post, so read!

The next morning, which was a sunny Saturday, I couldn't help drifting into thoughts about last night. She had been in my dreams and now I couldn't get her out of my head. We saw a stupid romantic comedy, since nothing good was out at the movies, and we talked to eachother throughtout it, not even noticing that there were people around, telling us to shut up.

Thats why the movie sucked to me, people kept butting into our conversation, and we weren't even talking that loudly, just laughing every ten seconds. It's like she was an old friend I totally forgot about over the years, if that sounds right. Hell, if I had none her before, I wouldn't've forgot about her at all. She was that fun, and wild once she was comfortable with me. She was wild because when we finally settled down and tried to watch the movie, she throw popcorn at the far away screen and it only landed in someones hair. So, we got out of the theatre before those movie cops came, and we snuck into another movie a few doors down. And again that was Kai, idea, but I put it into action and grabbed her hand a rushed into the other movie.

We ended up seeing three movies that night, instead of just one. That had to be one of the best nights of my teenage life....until we got home that is. Our parents had long finished there dinner party, when we finally got home at 12:15. I had no idea it was that late, we left at like, 7:00 or 8:00. I just remember it was still pretty light out when we left. There were two police cars on our street, and it seemed like the whole neighborhood was looking for us. Apparently, our mothers thought we went missing or got kidnapped. They were so hysterical when they saw us riding in on our bikes, that they practically ripped us off of them and had us in bone crushing hugs. I had a feeling we should have called them, but I didn't think they would be like this when we finally got home.

Anyway, now my parents were completely back to normal, my dad even told me he knew I was alright last night. Thats after he pulled me out of earshot from mom, and after his story he gave me a hug. He's not really one for showing affection, but last night, really, shook him up, even if he won't admit it. But I didn't really feel like spending time with them, they had to go to work soon anyway, so I went out to the backyard. Surrounded by dark and thick trees and bushes, was my treehouse. It wasn't in a tree but still on the ground, my father and I built it when I was a kid. And just when we were going to put it in a tree, I changed my mind and we kept it on the ground, where I could reach it easily.

So I still called it my treehouse, old habits die hard. I opened the door and walked inside, before throwing myself into the huge beanbag that was on the floor and turning on my little black and white TV. This place was my escape whenever things got bad or just to stressfull in the big house, so I'd sleep in here sometimes. I even had a little bed and a small refrigerator inside. But, this place couldn't help me from not thinking of Kai, or even thinking of ways to see her again. Another dinner party for our parents was out of the question. Just as I decided to just call her, there was a knock on the door and I completely forgot what I decided, when Kais' face popped up in the window, along with my mothers'. I shot up from my sitting postion and stared at them, thinking I had just wondered how I could see her again, and here she was.

"Frank, open the door!" Mom said loudly through the window and Kai nodded. So, I quickly tried to get the door open, my hands were suddenly trembling and sweaty. But I finally got it open and Kai and my mom were inside my treehouse in no time. Kai waved lamely at me, joking of course, since I was staring at her like she was a dream. I laughed uneasily, feeling my cheeks blush and I quickly looked down at my hands.

I knew my mom was looking at us both, probably smiling, before she broke our silence. "Well, Kai came over, looking for you, and I thought it would be nice for you to have some company, other then the maids. So, I have to go to work," She leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, I quickly jumped away, making Kai giggled. My mom was still smiling when she left and crossed the lawn to the house, her grey suit ruffling in the light breeze. Kai took it upon herself to look and walk around my small treehouse. She flopped down on the bed, which gave me a sort of foreign jolt of excitment, but I calmed myself and sat down next to her. Maybe a joke would relax me.

"So...you missed me." I joked like it was a fact not a question, and she cracked a smile and nugded me in the arm. We both laughed.

"Shut up, and I bet you were just think of me before I got here." She laughed and I paused for a moment before denying it.

"No, no, no, honey! I saw you're face when you saw me in the window, and you were staring at me like I would disappear any second. You're not fooling anybody!"She exclaimed, laughing so hard. I just shook my head and denied and denied some more. She just kept laughing and telling me I was wrong, until I got fed up and started play fighting her. She laughed harder and squealed as my fingers pinched her sides. She fought back, just trying fruitlessly to tickle me.

"You know, we could decorate this place." She said thoughtfully after we settled down and were watching 'I love Lucy'. I laughed slightly as we both looked around the small place. It really wasn't big, I had my old bed from when I was a kid in here, a bean bag, and a TV on a small table, that's it.

"I really don't think this place can take anything else,"I told her and she rolled her eyes once she looked at me.",And since when did you and I become a 'we'?"I added, making air quotes. She grinned and her shoulders lefted and dropped and a heavy shrug. I smiled back at her and slung my arm around her shoulder.

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Well, I liked this chapter, did you?

I've decided that since I'm in love with this, it's going to be a real fic. Not a mini one.

Okay. Hope you liked it, and sorry for any mistaks:)